Shannon Murray: Music

Denial

(Shannon Murray)

as i walk down this lonely street i see you with me
you're everywhere
in every coffeeshop window
pale blue reflections of you
they say you died a year ago but i still hold you
in that bed of ours
you are the fire that warms me
it's winter and my toes are freezing

you must be invisible you are the color of the air
you must be invisible i can still feel you there
something in the way the wind touches my hair
you must be invisible i still feel you there

you haven't died that's just a lie i tell myself at night
its easier that way
than to hear that you just don't want me
than to know that you just don't love me
if i was invisivble could you see my tears
if i was invisible would i still have these fears
that i'll be alone all my life
if i was invisible could you still see my tears

when will you come back to life back in my life
i need you
i just can't do this without you
i'm weak and i need your strength

i hear you can become invisible by holding your breath
i hear it is something they all call death
i just hope it doesn't take too long
if i was invisible could you still hear my song